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~*~SOLOMON~*~
No one knew you like I did...I could read you like a book...when you were gettin mad your eye brows would go up and down and your eyes widen up...when u were embarrassed you would always look left and tilt your head to the right...WITHOUT FAIL!!! When you were happy...you just...didnt shut up...I always told you one day I'd force you to be quiet...and you never believed me...until Jackie's party when we were drunk and I punched you for stealing my drink...Ive never seen someone fall so fast...I like to think that it was because I hit you so good...but we all know it was coz you passed out from drinking all that Tequila...but I never admitted it to you...not in a million years...when you were sad you never spoke a word...and im the only person to ever see you cry...and I still kept that secret you told me on your veranda that day...and I wont tell a soul for the rest of my days...when you were excited about something your voice would raise to a shout and I swear the people at Centrepoint Tower could hear you...but you were always good to watch in a fight...I dont know how many times Ive told you that...but its true...and the only reason Troy beat you up that time was coz Jason hit over the back of the head with thatwood thing...but other than that...you were amazing...you've always stuck by me...through everything...the good...the bad...and the ugly...you reminded me enough times of the ugly to let me forget...Brian Donovan...to this day I dont know what I was thinking...but you saved me..and I appreciate that...you carried me back hammered to your place enough times that Im still impressed at how you made your way home...considering most times...you were more wasted than i was!!! but hey...we got home...and thats all thats important...and while Ill still never forgive you for that whole PPG thing...you've held my hair back while Ive chundered enough times for me to forgive you...even though I still reckon that guy from the train wanted your number...not mine...he might have asked for mine...but he was starin at you...anyway...there's not enough room on the whole internet for me to write what I want...but I just want you to know that where ever you are right now...you better not be looking down on me in the shower...because Ill be very pissed off...but I miss you so DAMN much that I cant help but feel lonely...Ill love you and cherish your memory until Im up (or down) there to join you...Goodbye Salsa...
~*~JOEL~*~
My baby doll...you know that you'll always be that to me...and i thought being your first kiss was an accomplishment...it was nothing compared to being your friend...you were always there for me...and I for you...sometimes i wondered if you were really a chick in a guys body...and you never hid your disgust when i mentioned that...hee hee hee...you always made me smile...even when we both felt like absolute shit...you always made the effort to make me grin...only you can see the lighter side of death...you knew it was going to happen before any of us...and all you could say to me was...steph...im going to die...but dont be sad...coz i wont be...ill be able to watch down on you from above...while your having a shower...then you did that stupid lil yokel laugh you used to do when we were 9...and I couldnt help but giggle...you would always stand up for me when i was too scared and shy to do it...and you taught me to be scary when it was needed...only you could teach an innocent lil gal like me to have an attitude...and yes...i still maintain im innocent...hee hee hee...i remember spending so many nights in your bedroom just playin with your "food button"...you press the button...tell the guy what u want...and it comes to your door...ive never eaten so well in my life..or so much...but i especially remember the way your face lit up when we talked...you are one of my closest friends and you never stopped treating me like one...on my birthday you always took me to our special spot in the very middle of sydney...and we'd do nothing but sit..talk...and eat those burrito things or whatever they were...that and throw rocks at the pigeons...you were always someone i could rely on and talk to...even when i turned up at your house that time at 3am...soaking wet from the storm...and crying...you'd still let me sleep in your bed while making those "soothing ocean noises"...you dickhead!!! as much as i hate watchin cricket...every saturday night...id come and watch you play...everyone knew you were on the road to greatness...and you would have gotten there to...its really hard to tell you how much I love and miss you because im not sure there are enough words and that the words im searching for are even real...nobody knows this loss unless they know you...and even then Im not sure they'd know...because you were such an AMAZING person...and only two others besides me got to glimpse it...you said that if given the chance you wouldnt look into the future...because you were so damn sure of what you wanted...that you knew you would get it...and i was always glad that when your plans involved me...at 14 i was the only girl i knew with an engagement ring...and im still the only girl i know with one...lol...i never regretted any moment that i had with you...and being the only friend that i had never fought with...i knew u were something special...im just glad i got to tell you i loved you before you left me...and i will always continue to have a place for you in my heart...love, hot dogs and friends always...Goodbye Jay...
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